Waiting In A Limbo of Suspended Animation
Just about everything I’m doing (or trying to do) involves waiting on something else right now.
I’m sure this means that I’m supposed to make use of this time for something else: getting organized, filing receipts, catching up on past debt, and other acts of completion for my past. But they all seem so menial compared to something bigger that I just don’t get; seems like more should be happening. Faster.
Currently I’m waiting to figure out my moving plans: where I’m moving to, how I’m getting everything there, how to leave everything I’m leaving – behind; work plans: how to do a host of technical things beyond my knowledge no matter how many people I ask, web tutorials and books I look into; baby plans: will our insurance cover everything, will it be born healthy, etc.; applications to be reviewed and approved; and a million other things.
It’s much like the game of limbo: never knowing how far you’ll need to bend to reach one’s goals, but I’ve always been naturally flexible so I’m sure I’ll just keep bending to each new thing.
